whenever i watch this vid or listen to this song, i always feel terribly happy. :D
okay my wishlist/things i want which I, MYSELF would buy.
a strikethrough means that i’ve already got it.:D
1. ipod touch 32 gb
2.samsung ST550 digital camera, violet
3. pretty little liars boxed set
4. sarah dessen boxed gift set
5.along for the ride, dreamland, lock and key, looking for alaska, summer i turned pretty, the au pairs, the it girl devious, for one more day.
6. blackberry bold
7. tory burch reva flats. black-gold
8. lonchamp le pliage bag. navy blue
9. macbook pro 15inch
10. purple eyeliner, blush, concealer, purple mascara
11. killer heels
12. a good journal
13. bose earphones
14. the luxe series
15. boots
16. rain boots
17. breaking dawn by stephenie meyer(oh how teenybopper of me =)))
18. a decent lunchbox
19. silk nightgowns/
pajamas20. new bras. haha
21. notebook+pen (jordi labanda)
22. d&g light blue
23. hair curler
24. hair iron
25. cathy hopkins books
burnedcrank impulse identical tricks26. cocktail rings
27. stabilo markers
28. cardigans, dresses, jeans
29. itouch skin/ protector or whatever the hell you call it.
30. i pod speakers
that’s it for now. i will update this if there’s any progress or more materialistic desires.
i am so sleepy but i won’t allow myself to sleep cause i have school tomorrow therefore i must sleep early.
damn it i only slept for like 6-8 30 am. i’m really possessed.
i must eat brunch now then do my homework and then read a book?
i hope i could do this PROPERLY
I MUST NOT SLEEP.
JUST SO YOU KNOW, YOU DISRESPECT ME AND YOU WON’T GET RESPECT FROM ME TOO. WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU? YOU’RE SUPPOSE TO BE MAN ENOUGH TO BE WELL MANNERED. AND GIVEN THE FACT THAT YOU’RE A FREE LOADER, THAT JUST EXPLAINS THAT YOU’RE NOT MAN ENOUGH. AND I KNOW THAT YOU GIVE YOUR EARNINGS TO YOUR PARENTS AND SIBLINGS. BUT SERIOUSLY, ISN’T IT LIKE OUR TURN TO BE SUPPORTED? UGH!!!!!!!!! I JUST HATE YOU FOR MAKING IT LOOK LIKE I’M A BAD PERSON. HOW CAN I NOT BE ANGRY WHEN YOU’RE BEING LIKE THIS. I JUST VALUE MY PRIVATE SPACE AND I HATE IT WHEN YOU’RE HOVERING IT. I’M A CANCER SO…THAT EXPLAINS IT.
BUT REALLY, I’M JUST PISSED WITH YOU. I WISH I WAS STILL A KID. THEN I KNEW YOU LOVED ME FOR WHO I AM AND I FELT SAFE. BUT NOW? I JUST FEEL LIKE YOU’RE JUST WAITING for ME TO GRADUATE COLLEGE, GET A JOB AND GO MAKE A LIVING FOR YOU.
HELL NO MOTHERFCKER. HELL NO.
DON’T WORRY THOUGH, I’LL GIVE BACK THE MONEY YOU SPENT ON ME SO I WOULDN’T BE THE “USELESS DAUGHTER” THAT YOU ONCE SAID I WAS.
-school was fine; boring but fun. kinda exhausting though.
-ate a lot! dammn.. MUST.LOSE.WEIGHT.
-and now i’m fcking pissed like hell i could punch someone now.
that’s it. i’m gonna eat carbs first. what a fatty.:|
- fun day at school.
- got home at 4 30ish and ate. A LOT.
- and then i got all cranky.
now i’m eating a twix bar to lighten everything up. i seriously hope that chocolate would brighten up my mood.
and then i’m off to get lost in math. what a day……
(via blogsecret)

